I love him but i love the other one more,
he is my husband,
the other is my crush,
i see a kind man,who cares for me,
i see the other with wild thoughts,enticing,alluring,
the urge to be with him has brought fights at my home,
i see a helpless husband,
how he wishes emotions could be controlled,straightened when crooked,
that’s how i wish too,
so that i can run away from this crazy,selfish feelings,
i have killed a man with love,
i have killed him with jealousy,
i have killed him with shame,the shame of loosing a wife to another man,
i have killed a good and kind man,my conscience won’t let me rest.